never mind about my last journal post i was up set but i'm okay now i throught about it and i'm and thats just running away from my problem and i cant do that now i need to sort it out and im going to running is pointless and i no that now if i leave i would be just depressing my feelings its time to grow up A little no more hiding my feelings i'm scared of being hurt by others but its time to stop hiding my feelings its time for me to show people how i really feel other wise im just lying to myself and thats not right so to the people ho are watching my page im so sorry i need time to figger some things out i have to find my own way in life and what i can do to change it for the better so please give me time